| Supposing that the thing never happens, no matter how much i have prepared or have strived to meet it, what then?, was it all a waste?, or did i learn something, i would like to think i learned not to waste my now, or to prepare selectivly..but the person i am, some thnings like that don't change. so is the purpose to prepare or become, and when somehting happens like in 'the lottery' then i suppose that no one ever learns, as they continue to prepare with anxiousness..
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