could write a book.
A book about the life I'd like to have lived.
The things I'd like to have done.
Things like writing books.

that's all Fuck u  Even a woman who has the soul of a pirate, at least pirate morals, even a woman who ... has constraints to heterosexual marriage, even a woman who is a freak in our society needs a home. The only characteristic freaks share is our knowledge that we don't fit in. I half wrote a book... Then forgot... Write the book for me... Write your time... write a book.
i have to live the life.
maybe i will write it after my book Once upon a time there was a woman called loveheart. Had a hard time. Had a good time. THE ENDI like that........... Thankyou.