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naam: Cenek
latijns:amphipyra pyramidea

To Cenek. 		i Cenek, 09 Jul 2020 04:11
can remember the first playlist i made you . it wasnt long after we had started talking . i never showed it to you , too embarassed to admit i was attached so soon . i cursed myself and wished it was 2001 so i could burn you a cd and leave it in your locker at school .

To Cenek. 		if Cenek, 09 Jul 2020 02:53
god is real , he came to me in the form of clonazepam

To Cenek. 		punch Cenek, 08 Jul 2020 13:07
yourself in the face , itll never make up for what youve done . love based on heart replaced by a wanting to kick you away but staying out of fear . of what , i dont know . ask yourself

To Cenek. 		my Cenek, 06 Jul 2020 03:37
hands can shake and my chest can ache all they want . i will close my eyes , pretend i am steady , pretend i am untroubled . you dont see it and you dont hear it but i am not unscathed .

To Cenek. 		its like Cenek, 05 Jul 2020 07:52
nothing could ever top that moment . then it happens again . carousel thinking , i will spin round and round until i get it through my head that you will always find a way to . ( i never will )

To Cenek. 		you know Cenek, 05 Jul 2020 07:51
you can sound smart and your words will still fall deafly on the ears of the intelligent . open your mouth , i am dumb .

To Cenek. 		you can Cenek, 05 Jul 2020 07:42
hold the whole world upon your shoulders . become my shelter from the rain if you would , keep me high and dry . you say you want this but every time you open your mouth all i hear are car alarms and all i see are headlights . close up shop .

To Cenek. 		at night Cenek, 05 Jul 2020 07:38
i can sleep easy knowing you wont ever read the words i type . have you not caught on ? my illness runs through every vein and with teeth as sharp as yours one more bite and youre just as dead as i am .

To Cenek. 		i hate Cenek, 05 Jul 2020 07:36
pretending to be someone else i am no longer the person you look forward to feeling the 99.5 degrees of in your bed when the moon comes out . i am feverish and ill and contagious . close the tab take a deep breath and go outside . go outside.

To Cenek. 		i hope Cenek, 05 Jul 2020 07:33
one day i can close my eyes and every thing ive ever said will not bother me any more



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