It's not that I don't love him, or that I don't feel strongly for him. It's just that we've gone through so many things together, and at the end of it all, he always ends up hurting me, and I don't know why I let myself fall into it again.
I had moved on and found someone who actually loved me for who I was, even if I'm still affected by things from my past.
But not anymore, now I have to talk to the same person who didn't care when I was at my lowest, and I'm just too weak to think.
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