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naam:	Symphoniaix
latijns:	scotopteryx chenopodiata - ganzevoet
features:	crooked

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xiv.

Symphoniaix, 17 Aug 2020 05:57

you are ethereal. you are the halo of hair on your head and the roses in your cheeks. i carry you in my chest.

xiii.

Symphoniaix, 17 Aug 2020 05:55

you are beautiful when you cry. the way a smile eventually upturns the corners of your sweet mouth and you laugh and kiss me and make my heart pirouette and my hands forget how to act. 450 miles never feels smaller but it gets bigger all the time. i wish you were falling apart in my arms tonight.

xii.

Symphoniaix, 17 Aug 2020 05:45

i don't know how to live in a world you aren't pressing your fingertips into my skin and kissing me at stop lights in . i would give up the world to follow my footsteps back to a night i slept with you, even just one of those nights we slept together on the phone and i cried to the sound of your breathing because i remembered you are so soft and so quiet and so alive and so beautiful and so unaware.

xi.

Symphoniaix, 17 Aug 2020 03:47

a year ago i held you to my chest for the first time. now i wrap my arms around myself, holding my own chest, trying to keep myself from bursting in to a million pieces. all i can think is what i'd give just to tell you i'm proud of you. all the storms you shouldn't have had to weather but did, you are a lighthouse, taking every crashing wave and still standing tall, sending out light and drawing me in. i am friends with the places you are crumbling and you are a shelter all the same.

Symphoniaix, 09 Aug 2020 10:42

dont go i will always ache for your lips on mine and my chest pressed into yours, scolding me about how you cant breathe when i want to be flush and flustered and keep my heart as close to yours as possible. dont go i will always remember how your voice softens when you say you love me and worry it could soften for someone else. dont go i will always get red in the face ears chest arms legs entire body a hot flame when i think about you calling me pretty and taking me into your mouth. dont go.

ix.

Symphoniaix, 09 Aug 2020 10:34

i lay eyes closed lips parted hands rested on a rib cage that longs for your fingers instead, touch me and taste me and leave me behind for i am forbidden.

viii.

Symphoniaix, 09 Aug 2020 10:25

leaning back into your sophomore slump like you are not nearing 20. i am the exact same person i was at 16, i dot my is with uncertainty and set my eyes on sights i must squint to make out. convict me of crimes of carelessness see if i care i am lacking conviction.

vii.

Symphoniaix, 20 Jul 2020 04:20

do you still remember how it feels to hold on to me or have i become all things unreal and easy to let go of (please don't let go i want to be clenched in your first, too tight to breathe)

Cats, 22 Jul 2020 20:25

hello

vi.

Symphoniaix, 09 Jul 2020 04:05

i wonder if you noticed the way i can never go too long without touching you before my hands return i wonder if you noticed the ways i wake you up slowly and wait for you to tell me good morning so eager for you to speak wanting to hear your voice before my own looking at you because watching you is like watching a movie

Symphoniaix, 07 Jul 2020 05:31

lightheaded. everything else feels so heavy .

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