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naam: Mudokonsam
latijns:calliteara pudibunda - meriansborstel
features: I am who I am, and nothing else.
From the depths of carcasses I soar, finally free of my cocoon of self-doubt and wallowing.
~MudokonSam

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To Mudokonsam 		Illusionfreedom.here Mudokonsam, 09 Aug 2023 21:51
The illusion of freedom is certainly that of the overthinker, true freedom is to be in the moment.
For anyone struggling with conflicting and overwhelming thoughts, Alan Watts has done some incredible talks on overthinking. There's even a dubstep remix by INZO of his speech on overthinking! Genuinely life changing.

As for the art itself, I like it. It feels rough cut and a bit of a word vomit. The yellow Canary reminds me of ''Canary in a coal mine'', as though he knows overthinking is his demise

To Sjeu 		When I find myself overthinking.. Sjeu, 10 Aug 2023 12:03
.. it's usually because I'm fascinated or when something inside me was triggered. It's a way of processing and I love when it eventually leads to some resolution, though it might take some time. It's part of an emotional wave. However I will interfere when I notice my little hurt and traumatized self-part seems involved. And gently get her sticky hands off the wheel. She may sit beside me and we can share the view. I love her and we bond to heal. But I will not let her drive nor set the route.

To Mudokonsam 		Beautiful Mudokonsam, 10 Aug 2023 14:57
That's very apt and beautiful. Learning how to love and coexist within oneselves.

To Mudokonsam 		Oppositional Defiancethink.here Mudokonsam, 12 Jul 2023 20:37
I like this one! Really captures a feeling of not wanting to be creative due to others insisting it upon me.
The more they ask, the more I will firmly sit in this box. I can have a non standard approach to life some other day.

To Jogchem 		Thanks! Jogchem, 09 Aug 2023 14:19
I wonder if anyone ever solved it, though...

To Mudokonsam 		Gutterdown.here Mudokonsam, 12 Jul 2023 20:18
I like this one. It makes me think of the emotional equivalent of the doorway dance when you try to move out of someone's way but just end up stepping in their way again. I do this a lot, oops!

To Sjeu 		It does contain Sjeu, 14 Jul 2023 09:09
the promise of a playful interaction or friendly banter when you smile along this dance :- )

To Mudokonsam 		Beardflying.here Mudokonsam, 04 Dec 2022 08:09
Was the man at the PC on the homepage always having a beard? Or is the beard new? He looks different somehow

To Mudokonsam 		Back after some hiatus! Mudokonsam, 04 Dec 2022 07:56
Been going to this site for what feels like 15+ years now.
Anyway, I'm back on again.
How is everyone doing?
It looks like the flash animations are getting updated bit by bit, I'm so pleased :)

To Sjeu 		welcome back Sjeu, 05 Dec 2022 17:13
: - )

To Mudokonsam. 		I'm still here Mudokonsam, 27 Mrt 2022 03:41
It's been a few years, but I'm still here. Thank you for existing, like this site.

To Mudokonsam 		Damn... Mudokonsam, 03 Sep 2012 01:04
I have no idea when this whole universal chat thing is...
So I'll be leaving that chat window open from when I wake to when I sleep in case I stumble across another bug...
What happened to all the bugs?
This site is my home, and like a bug I sit in a corner of the ceiling, taking it all in whilst making myself comfortable.
~MudokonSam

To Nothing 		FYI Sid the Spider, 03 Sep 2012 09:53
There is a defect with the sink - has been for some while. Spiders are invisible to others, which is a problem to say the least. Not sure about whether bugs are visible to others or not. You can only see yourself - but just might be in a crowded sink without knowing it. You can see text however. If at first you don't succeed .......

To Mudokonsam 		I see... Mudokonsam, 04 Sep 2012 01:47
Oh man that could explain a lot.
When you say ''see text'', what do you mean? I had ''Hi from Australia!'' hovering above my head for the entire day, does the text disappear to others?
I kept checking the chat box and found no new text from others over the past two days and the past couple of hours this morning.
Is it the chat itself, or lack of people?
I really would like to get this up and running again.
~MudokonSam

To Mudokonsam 		Also... Mudokonsam, 04 Sep 2012 01:49
The flashing small red circle at the bottom left of the screen, does that mean anything?
~MudokonSam

To Nothing 		Can't help on specifics Sid the Spider, 04 Sep 2012 10:30
All I can say is I was in there yesterday speaking to someone for about 45 minutes (an invisible spider). Just a chance meeting. It's probably more to the lack of visitors - people have just given up with all of the defects. And even when it did work, it was plagued by abusive trolls. Red button flashing not a problem.

To Mudokonsam 		If that's the case... Mudokonsam, 04 Sep 2012 11:21
I'll keep trying. I'll be on here for the next 3-5 hours, hopefully others will be online too.

To Mudokonsam 		Could FaceBook help? Mudokonsam, 04 Sep 2012 11:25
Maybe if we all joined the group on FaceBook: www.facebook.com/gatherinthesink
To better organise times and such, as FaceBook will have an actual notification and whatnot if people comment on the page to say they are online.
I refuse to give up on this. Getting this site popular and regular again is the least I could do in return for such an amazing site.
~MudokonSam

To Mudokonsam 		Ta daaa~ Mudokonsam, 04 Sep 2012 12:45
Finished a speedpainting today.

To Nothing 		The flashing red dot in the bottom left, Chatmaster Flash , 05 Sep 2012 05:32
that means your webcam and microphone are activated. You can turn it off in the settings.

To Mudokonsam 		Interesting... Mudokonsam, 05 Sep 2012 05:34
I don't even have a microphone or webcam.
Thanks for the info.
~MudokonSam

To Rosibutterfly 		Mudo ... Rosibutterfly, 09 Sep 2012 10:53
I'm Oztralian as well, so your name gets shortened. To clarify about text you leave above your head .. It's only visible to those who are present when you type it. Anyone arriving after you typed it, will not see it. There is no way to leave permanent text in the sink that I am aware of. As to the red dot, that merely indicates information uploading and downloading ie. refreshing. If it's absent or stationary, then you are as good as dead to the rest of the world. Cheerful thought, innit?

To Nothing 		oh oooooh yessss!, 06 Sep 2012 18:38
isn't the reddot refreshing?

To Nothing 		smut aunt betty, 06 Sep 2012 19:36
bordering on soft porn

To Mudokonsam. 		The one who knows Mudokonsam, 21 Aug 2012 08:39
I apologise for being such a large amount of reincarnations...

To Rosibutterfly. 		well, I don't know .. Rosibutterfly, 23 Aug 2012 10:14
so how many is it? I just counted all the ones I have and it's a grand total of 32 (I think.. might be more tho') have you got more than that?

To Mudokonsam. 		The definition... Mudokonsam, 24 Aug 2012 03:21
But what is the definition of a reincarnation? A plethora of new thoughts and death of old opinions?
Is every reincarnation better than the last?
I would hope so, because why would I want to live if I was progressively worsening?

To Mudokonsam. 		By the way... Mudokonsam, 30 Aug 2012 09:44
I have noticed how active you've been on here, I congratulate you on being here all these years. :)
I only hope I too, can do the same to keep such a beautiful site alive.
~ MudokonSam

To Salo. 		hoping 2013 will be Salo, 01 Jan 2013 03:50
better

To Nothing. 		DSM 5 One who's medically qualified to say, 25 Aug 2012 05:16
Narcissistic circle jerk. Now, thank you and fuck off the both of you.

To Nothing. 		Completely Burt Hare, 25 Aug 2012 22:02
Bonkers

To Mudokonsam. 		Attention all bugs! Mudokonsam, 21 Aug 2012 02:46
I would like us to all organise ourselves a bit more, so we can actually chat together and things.
I would love to talk to you all and get to know you better, this site brings the best and the worst in me and I absolutely love it.
~ MudokonSam

To Nothing. 		ah... one who knows hmm hmm, 21 Aug 2012 08:37
MadukonSam. The umpteenth incarnation.

To Rosibutterfly. 		one who knows ... Rosibutterfly, 23 Aug 2012 10:21
but doesn't dare identify himself. What a joke!

To Mudokonsam. 		I do... Mudokonsam, 24 Aug 2012 03:31
I identify myself to those that ask. :)

To Nothing. 		who are you nobody, 28 Aug 2012 21:05
asl please

To Mudokonsam. 		Food for thought.peanuts.here Mudokonsam, 20 Aug 2012 16:54
Some things aren't about rationalising or analysing.
Sometimes, it's art and nothing but an expression of thought.
And by nothing I mean everything, as our thoughts define how and who we think we are.

To Nothing. 		lyrics 2chainz, 02 Feb 2014 00:45
I love bad bitches, dat my fuckin problem


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